The Power of Words

Election season.   The time of the year when politicians use words to shame and fear.

Illegal immigrant.  Homosexual agenda.  Socialized medicine.

The last one I actually don’t have any problem with, but it generally comes up in a pejorative sense, as though we’re on the brink of collapsing under a Stalinist regime.

To answer back the insidious rhetoric, I decided to feature some activist poetry this week.  First, on the immigration issue, I found this excellent verse on La Bloga by poet/artist Tom Sheldon. Then, a far inferior poem I wrote in response to Tea Party-approved New York State Governor candidate Carl Palladino.

If you don’t know the backstory on Palladino you can read it here.

THEY

by Tom Sheldon

~

THEY have no home,

have no family nor rights.

They have no feelings,

living on warm water and sardines.

They are from another world.

They sneek in the night,

averse to clubs and bullets.

They miss their families.

They are saddened to leave home.

They are desperate,

risking their lives.

For a dream.

~

TO CARL PALLADINO, FROM A DYSFUNCTIONAL HOMOSEXUAL

by Andrew J. Peters

~

The dysfunction, you see,

Is not about me.

~

I like watching men grind up on each other,

But drop your gay hang-ups like blaming the mother,

My enjoyment of sex is completely intact,

Like all well-adjusted adult men in fact,

I’d think you’d agree this is hardly a crime,

You like women so much, you like two at a time,

I wouldn’t call you a dysfunctional straight,

Perhaps overfunctioning would be one complaint.

~

The thing I see that’s not functioning so well,

Is the hawks and the clery who condemn gays to hell,

The same people who seem to have nothing to say,

When ten kids rape a neighbor because he is gay,

Something’s not working when a pride celebration,

Tops of the list of issues that pique moral damnation,

And the young (and not so young) need to dole out shame,

In order to feel as strong as they proclaim.

A Poem for Wednesday

I’ve been watching more US Open Tennis than writing lately.  My picks to win:  Caroline Wozniacki and Roger Federer.

But tossing around some thoughts while waiting for a connecting train this morning, I came up with this poem.

Eat, Pray, Love for the Small-town Boy

 

He wanted to see the world,

Places photographed in travel magazines,

Small town America was porridge,

The Far East curry and chili peppers,

He wanted to stand on Grecian mountains,

And dive from Mexican cliffs,

To feel his heartbeat thudding in his chest.

 

He wanted to see the world,

Nine dollars an hour and Walmart jeans,

If you squint real hard at night,

And smoke enough marijuana,

Main Street sparkles like an Italian piazza,

And dreams of breaking free,

Are always just a day away.

 

He wanted to see the world,

No one could tell him he didn’t have the right,

Truck stop trade, broken windshields, bloody noses,

If Julia Roberts could do it,

So could he,

One day he’d take that bus to the airport,

And disappear.

Songs, Poetry and Images Inspired by Atlantis

Suffice it to say, my fantasy series-in-progress travels well-trod literary territory. My interest in Atlantis came late in life—just five years ago—and prior to my research, my only frame of reference was Jules Verne’s 20,000 Leagues Under The Sea and the ubiquitous nautical namesakes–Atlantis car washes, Atlantis diners. There’s even a gay cruise line called Atlantis.

My hope is to bring a fresh perspective to the legend while remaining faithful to classic mythology. My favorite texts on the subject are Lewis Spence’s History of Atlantis, Edith Hamilton’s Mythology and Frank Joseph’s The Atlantis Encyclopedia. The latter is literally an A to Z reference book and a fascinating read.

Here’s some poetry, lyrics and imagery I found to keep me inspired.

Atlantis

Being set on the idea

Of getting to Atlantis,

You have discovered of course

Only the Ship of Fools is

Making the voyage this year,

As gales of abnormal force

Are predicted, and that you

Must therefore be ready to

Behave absurdly enough

To pass for one of The Boys,

At least appearing to love

Hard liquor, horseplay and noise.

 

Should storms, as may well happen,

Drive you to anchor a week

In some old harbour-city

Of Ionia, then speak

With her witty sholars, men

Who have proved there cannot be

Such a place as Atlantis:

Learn their logic, but notice

How its subtlety betrays

Their enormous simple grief;

Thus they shall teach you the ways

To doubt that you may believe.

 

If, later, you run aground

Among the headlands of Thrace,

Where with torches all night long

A naked barbaric race

Leaps frenziedly to the sound

Of conch and dissonant gong:

On that stony savage shore

Strip off your clothes and dance, for

Unless you are capable

Of forgetting completely

About Atlantis, you will

Never finish your journey.

 

Again, should you come to gay

Carthage or Corinth, take part

In their endless gaiety;

And if in some bar a tart,

As she strokes your hair, should say

“This is Atlantis, dearie,”

Listen with attentiveness

To her life-story: unless

You become acquainted now

With each refuge that tries to

Counterfeit Atlantis, how

Will you recognise the true?

 

Assuming you beach at last

Near Atlantis, and begin

That terrible trek inland

Through squalid woods and frozen

Thundras where all are soon lost;

If, forsaken then, you stand,

Dismissal everywhere,

Stone and now, silence and air,

O remember the great dead

And honour the fate you are,

Travelling and tormented,

Dialectic and bizarre.

 

Stagger onward rejoicing;

And even then if, perhaps

Having actually got

To the last col, you collapse

With all Atlantis shining

Below you yet you cannot

Descend, you should still be proud

Even to have been allowed

Just to peep at Atlantis

In a poetic vision:

Give thanks and lie down in peace,

Having seen your salvation.

 

All the little household gods

Have started crying, but say

Good-bye now, and put to sea.

Farewell, my dear, farewell: may

Hermes, master of the roads,

And the four dwarf Kabiri,

Protect and serve you always;

And may the Ancient of Days

Provide for all you must do

His invisible guidance,

Lifting up, dear, upon you

The light of His countenance.

WH Auden

Moon Turn the Tides Gently Away

So down and down and down and down

and down and down we go.

Hurry my darling we mustn’t be late

for the show.

Neptune champion games to an aqua

world is so very dear.

“Right this way,” smiles a mermaid,

I can hear Atlantis full of cheer.

 

I can hear Atlantis full of cheer…

I can hear Atlantis full of cheer…

Jimi Hendrix

Atlantis – A Lost Sonnet

How on earth did it happen, I used to wonder

that a whole city—arches, pillars, colonnades,

not to mention vehicles and animals—had all

one fine day gone under?

 

I mean, I said to myself, the world was small then.

Surely a great city must have been missed?

I miss our old city—

 

white pepper, white pudding, you and I meeting

under fanlights and low skies to go home in it. Maybe

what really happened is

this: the old fable-makers searched hard for a word

to convey that what is gone is gone forever and

never found it. And so, in the best traditions of

where we come from, they gave their sorrow a name

and drowned it.

Eavan Boland

Dragging myself back to blogdom

I’ve been a terrible procrastinator lately.  When I started this site 9 months ago, I made a commitment to post at least once per week, every Wednesday.

I had a good excuse last week.  We had friends in town from Germany, and it would’ve been pretty rude to shoo them out of the guest bedroom so I could get on the computer.   But they took a trip down to DC for most of this week.  My only excuse for neglecting my site (and my writing) is needing some time to warm up before I get back in the game.  My manuscript has also more or less collapsed and will need to be gutted and rebuilt from floor to ceiling.  I’m feeling a tad sorry for myself.

So while my prose is gummed up, I thought:  why not some poetry?  Here’s a piece I just wrote while thinking about my re-write, both thematically and I guess personally.

I am driftwood in the ocean,

Hostage to its welter and swell,

I lift with foolish hope on the crest of waves,

To drag back in a tractionless wake,

Caught in the Universe’s laws of motion,

An object at rest prefers to stay at rest.

 

I never had a problem swimming with the current,

A school of fish is a happy place,

The undertow can drown,

And sharks attack in open water,

I thought that I was bold,

But I never ventured further than I could swim to shore.

 

I did not choose to wallow here,

It was what I saw, what I heard that chose,

A startled witness,

I did not want to see, too late,

The truth scalds like alchemy,

Changing who you are from the inside out.

 

I’ve become now petrified wood,

The ocean cannot keep me,

I plummet like a depth charge, crushed by psi’s,

It may be safer on the ocean floor,

An object at rest in a primordial bath,

Waiting for an organic spark to re-emerge.

A Love Poem?!?

I had so much fun writing a poem last week that I tried it again.  It is National Poetry Month all month after all.

Before I get into it, I got some fantastic news this week.  I was asked to be interviewed for the “Author Speaks” series at Eric May’s ZomBicurious blog!!  More news on this to come.

And a writing update…my manuscript revision is poking along sort of in a breakthrough/breakdown rhythm.  Sadly, I’m currently feeling more on the breakdown beat, but, I remind myself, like the needlepoint wall-hanging in my former social work professor’s office:  “There’s Always Hope.”

As for this poem, I felt if I was going to express myself in poetry, which I do so rarely, I should do it on a subject that means a lot to me.  Our 9-year anniversary is coming up, and this one’s for you Honey-Bunny.

Nine

When We were younger, We, as in you and me, or Us,

You used to ask me to sing you a song,

Or tell you a bedtime story,

As we lay in bed,

Our bed,

Not a hand-me-down from an ex or a mattress and spring board bought on special delivery,

The bed we picked out together and were reminded of in monthly bills,

Like the slices of our wedding cake we ate each month on the day of our anniversary.

~

You made me wonder if men ever lose their innocence,

Was it a lie that we inevitably grow up?

Or does boyhood burrow like a pup in blankets,

Coaxed out at the sound of mischief,

Or the tone of a voice he likes.

~

So much of our life has been spent as boys,

Studying each others’ faces when the other one isn’t looking,

Sleep-ins, Mario Bros., late night cookies,

Repeated TV jingles that amuse and amuse us over and over again,

Alone, we are well-matched playmates,

Retreating from the complexities of life,

We invent a secret language,

Blushing when we lapse into our words in front of others,

Our words,

Which came to us as naturally as holding hands.

~

This is not to say we haven’t had our resentments,

Our cold silences,

As boys are apt to have from time to time,

Photo albums record thinning hair and tiny grooves on necks and foreheads,

How could it be when we have grown so young together?

With games and songs and bedtime stories,

And now this poem for you.