My Birthday Month Promotion: A Free Read and a Werecat Giveaway

Many thanks to all who entered the drawing. I chose a winner through random.org early this AM. It’s Mary! I have sent you an e-mail with instructions for claiming your prize.

August is my birthday month, and to celebrate I’m running a giveaway on my blog.

Drop a comment below with your e-mail address, and I will select a winner using random.com on my birthday August 24th 12:00AM EST.

Here’s what you’ll be entering to win.

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For Jacks Dowd, a college senior who feels ungrounded from his family and life in general, an alcohol and sex-infused weekend in Montréal sounds like a pretty good escape. His Spring Break binge takes a detour when he meets Benoit, an admiring drifter with startling green eyes. A hook-up turns into a day, two days, and then a full week in Benoit’s hostel, making love and scarfing down take-out food. But at the end of the week, Benoit demands that Jacks make an impossible choice: stay with him forever, or go back to college and never see him again.

 

There’s something dangerous about Benoit, but Jacks has fallen for him brutally. The night before Jacks is supposed to return to college, he finds Benoit in Mont Royal Park, where they first met, to try to work things out. Benoit springs on Jacks an unfathomable secret: he’s a mythical creature, half man and half jungle panther. He traps Jacks in an abandoned cabin and performs an occult rite so they will be mated forever.

I guess most people celebrate their birthday by getting gifts. For me, giving away my first published book feels like a great way to celebrate. There are no strings attached, unless you count the virtual bow that will be tied around your gift. If you’re so moved to rate the book and/or write a review on Amazon, GoodReads or Barnes & Noble, you’ll make this birthday boy extra happy.

Here’s an excerpt from the book to tell you a little more about Werecat: The Rearing. It’s the opening scene.

Coming in from the darkened street, Jacks was assaulted by the all-night bodega’s fluorescent lights. Ground-in dirt scored the dull tile floor. Boxed dry goods, probably stocked in another decade, lined grimy, metal shelves. The water-stained drop ceiling encroached in on him from the corners of his vision.

As he approached one of the glass refrigerator cabinets, his reflection glared back. Jacks had told himself he was working a grunge look, but he was crossing into vagrant territory. Thick, unwashed hair framed his scruffily bearded face. His black wool cap didn’t make him look hip and counterculture. It made him look destitute and dangerous. He wondered if he traveled in a cloud of body odor, like some comic strip character.

Jacks grabbed some things from the refrigerated section, headed to the canned food aisle and dropped an armful of groceries on the check-out counter.

Farzan, the cashier, smiled at him. He was a handsome Persian guy, probably around Jacks’ age. They had made small talk before. Farzan worked the overnight shift while he was going to medical school. His dad owned the shop. He had struck up conversation about American politics and American rock bands, and it turned out they liked a lot of the same music. The guy was cool, but Jacks just wanted to get in and out. He looked like a mess. Besides, he had to be getting back to Benoit.

Farzan’s dark, almond eyes narrowed at the sight of Jacks’ purchases: five packages of hot dogs, two cartons of milk, a graying plastic envelope of assorted cold cuts and a half dozen cans of Vienna sausages. His tan face flouted a woeful grimace.

“Stocking up on proteins again?”

“Yeah,” Jacks mumbled. He flashed a shy grin and dug into his jeans’ pocket for cash. Farzan took his time scanning the items at his old, computerized register. He was probably bored and starved for company. The crooked Bud Lite clock on the wall behind the register showed three-fifteen in the morning.

“This is no good,” Farzan said. “You need a complex diet or you will develop a vitamin deficiency. Did you know that overconsumption of animal products has been linked to cancer?”

“You sound like a doctor already.”

“It is also a myth that a diet rich in meat will lead to muscle development.”

“I buy other stuff at the market down the street.” Jacks’ eyebrow twitched, and his gaze skimmed his feet.

“I can’t sell you this.” Farzan waved the cold cuts at Jacks. “It’s past its expiration date.” The package flew into the garbage can behind the counter with a thud.

“I’ll get another one.” Jacks headed over to the refrigerated shelves.

“Don’t bother. They’re all the same. We only restock on Tuesdays.”

Jacks stopped in his tracks and walked back to the register. He realized he had left a crumpled wad of bills and all his loose change on the counter. Luckily, the place was as dead as a morgue. Not many people were out at delis at three in the morning this far uptown.

Farzan was looking around for something behind the counter. When he turned back to Jacks, he had a plastic tub of rice in his hand.

“This is Adas Polo. Basmati rice with lentils and raisins. Very healthy.”

Jacks nodded, though he had no idea why Farzan was showing him the stuff.

“I will give you some.” Farzan brought out a large size Styrofoam coffee cup and shoveled the rice into it with a plastic spoon.

“No, you don’t have to do that.”

Farzan didn’t seem to hear him. He closed up the cup with a white lid and handed it to Jacks.

“Thanks,” Jacks said. He gathered up his money. “What do I owe you?”

“For the Adas Polo, no charge. For the rest, thirty-four dollars and eighty-nine cents.”

Jacks fished out a twenty and two tens from the bundle in his hand.

“When are you going to give me the download of the Death Cab for Cutie album?”

Jacks’ insides sank. He had been meaning to bring Farzan his memory stick of music downloads. “Sorry, I keep forgetting.”

“That’s OK. I know you will be back.”

He took Jacks’ money and gave him his change and his bagged groceries.

Good luck!

Queer Portrayals in Books, the “Queer Seismometer” and What Really Impacts Cultural Equality

I have to credit comic writer Dale Lazarov for getting me started on this topic again. He posted a really interesting viewpoint on his Tmblr last week: “In Continuity: why people complain about the lack of gay characters in mainstream comics and why it isn’t about gay characters.”

Archie Comics publishes its first gay kiss

Last year’s advertisement for Archie Comics’ issue featuring gay character Kevin Keller’s first kiss

Lazarov talks about gay characters in comics, but it’s the same debate that goes on in YA and fantasy, and other genres I imagine.

Why aren’t there more LGBT people in books? And: what can we do about it?

I wrote on the topic two years ago in the wake of the #YesGayYA kerfuffle. (“Diversifying Books for Teens: #YesGayYA and Beyond.”) My perspective hasn’t changed that much, but Lazarov hit on some points about gay comics that I’ve often felt in regard to LGBT, or what I prefer to call queer literature. I don’t think I articulated that perspective as stridently as I could.

There’s a tendency to judge the progress of queer visibility by the changes that occur in mainstream publishing. We chart progress by watching the stylus on a queer seismometer. Everyone gets happy and excited when things register in a big way. We lament that most of the time it looks like a barely rippling line.

A Queer Seismometer

A queer seismometer showing an earthquake in queer representations in media; well, that’s my caption taken with liberties

I’ve fallen back on that tendency myself. When Entertainment Weekly ran an article about the cover art for Knopf Books’ upcoming Two Boys Kissing by David Levithanit felt like BIG NEWS. And I’m not saying that it wasn’t big news. But what Lazarov’s article got me thinking about was how the focus on mainstream publishing obscures and — dare I say — marginalizes the longtime efforts of indie publishers, their authors, and self-published authors.

Solutions to the perceived lack of queer books can also do the same thing; and here’s where it can get especially aggravating for queer authors and artists, as Lazarov notes. The common refrain is: if you want to see more queer books, you should buy more queer books. When publishers see sales, they’ll produce more of the books you want.

I’m all for people buying more queer books. But as a strategy for cultural equality, I find it a bit hollow and patronizing. Readers who like books about queer people already buy them. Shelling out our dough to Random House and HarperCollins for their few queer titles hasn’t made much of a difference. We make up 1-2% of their market.

Queer titles crossing over to non-queer readers has made a difference; and by “a difference,” I mean a tiny increase in the number of titles that come out each year by mainstream publishers. We need to acknowledge why that cross-over has happened. It’s because of broader social and cultural changes, well beyond the world of books, and made possible by a much bigger movement of activism by queer people and our allies. Straight readers (especially young straight female readers) are more comfortable reading queer stories.

I predict that the Supreme Court decision on DOMA will have a significant impact on the number of queer titles from mainstream publishers in future years. That landmark political change will have much more impact than any buying campaign by the 1-2% of us who are hard core queer lit fans. My second prediction: those mainstream releases will tend to deal with gay and lesbian couples getting married, and tend to be essentially books for non-queer readers – with straight heroines and heroes and gay or lesbian secondary characters.

So what about the 1-2%? This is a estimate that I arrived at considering: (a) most hard core queer lit fans are queer, and queer people are only 2-10% of the population according to most studies; (b) deduct at least half of the percentage points since, like our non-queer counterparts, the majority of queer people don’t read at all; (c) deduct a couple more percentage points since some queer readers aren’t particularly interested in queer literature anyway; (d) add a percentage point or two for non-queer people who mostly read queer literature.

I was tempted to invoke the slogan: We are the 1%! But I’ll restrain myself. 🙂

The good news that we don’t hear about enough is that there are many (hundreds? thousands?) of queer titles published and self-published every year. Try doing a search at Amazon. When I typed in “gay fantasy” just today, it turned up 5,341 titles. Scrolling through the first few pages, the vast majority of them were published by small presses or they were self-published.

Side note: Those first few titles also leaned heavily toward romance, so there may be fewer books with fantasy as their major theme and/or you have to search a little harder for them.

Queer presses and self-pubbed queer authors are creating cultural equality. With the growth of digital publications and on-line booksellers, the access point has widened dramatically. Lazarov says: “If you don’t see what you want to see in comics, make your own fucking comics.” (And he means the last part quite literally you’ll understand if you peruse his work). 🙂

I would add to that: if you want more stories about transgender people, lesbians, bisexuals, gay men, etc., do something to support LGBT political equality. Political equality and cultural equality are intertwined.

I know that many queer and ally authors are fighting the battles in and out of our manuscripts, so you can call me out on preaching to the choir. I guess what I’m getting at is that it makes more sense to me to frame the discussion in our own terms. We’ve got a fabulously talented community of authors and artists turning out high quality and diverse queer stories. Many of us have been doing the work for decades that has enabled queer characters to appear on the covers of mainstream books and comics.

 

 

 

 

Got my first advance!

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Since this blog has become an on-line diary of sorts, I had to include this happening.

I came home from work tonight to a long-awaited discovery: my first advance from a publisher for my book! This was from Bold Strokes Books for the sale of The Seventh Pleiade.

Of course, I laid it out on the kitchen counter and took a photo of it with my iPhone for virtual scrapbooking. 🙂

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I wouldn’t say this was more or less rewarding than any step along the way for me as a newish author. My first offer of publication was spectacular. Seeing my work in print for the first time was a damn proud moment. Getting nice praise from reviewers and readers made me feel ten feet tall.

The advance just registers to me in a different way. I’m not ready to quit my day job for sure, but it’s awfully sweet validation that I’ve entered the world of the professional author.

The Pride and Paradox of Growing up LGBT

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Before I get into my weekly blog, I need to thank author Charlie Cochet for having me over to The Purple Rose Tea House earlier this week, and Rainy Kaye for hosting a really fun Author vs. Character interview for Werecat.

Meanwhile, in my non-writer’s life, I spent a lot of this week working on a talk for social workers and school counselors called: “The Brave New World of Growing up LGBT: Do I Say I Do?”

Lesbian prom king and queen

Lesbian couple Amber Lynn Phillips and Ola Wolan were crowned Prom Queen and King at a Chicago high school this past June.

I was asked to address how things have changed for LGBTs, and what the implications are for adults who work with them in schools and colleges and mental health settings.

I used to get asked a lot to speak on that topic. I worked for eighteen years at an organization called Long Island Crisis Center, which is on the front-line of teen suicide prevention and the region’s top advocate and resource for LGBT teens. Many times in conversations with colleagues and friends and even strangers, I get asked:

“Isn’t it easier for young people today?”

And, “Haven’t things gotten better?”

My talk was basically a response to those questions. In retrospect, I think a better title for the presentation would have been: “The Pride and Paradox of Growing Up LGBT.” I’ll try to sum up what I talked about.

Things have gotten better for LGBT teens. Public attitudes are steadily improving. Over forty percent of Americans believe there’s “nothing wrong” with homosexual relationships. Forty years ago, only ten percent of Americans responded in the same way. This is according to the General Social Survey of the National Opinion Research Center.

According to the Pew Research Center, the young adults who make up the Millennial Generation (those born after 1980) are much more accepting of LGBTs than the generations before them. In a 2013 study, seventy percent of ‘Millennials’ supported same-sex marriage. There is growing acceptance across all generations.

Legal rights have been realized in many areas of the country. Thirty-one states and territories have enacted laws that protect LGBs from discrimination in employment. Twenty of those include “gender identity or expression” as a protected category.

And of course, we now have federal recognition of same-sex marriages.

LGBTs are breaking ground in the media. From popular TV portrayals like the Fox series Glee, to professional athletes like NBA player Jason Collins coming out, to high profile politicians like lesbian NYC Council Speaker Christine Quinn, it feels at times that coming out is no longer a problem for public figures.

I think the greatest progress is happening in schools. In many suburban and urban areas of the country, it is now the norm, not the exception, for high schools to have a Gay/Straight Alliance as one of their student clubs. Many middle schools have established GSAs. There are stories of lesbian couples and gay couples being voted Prom King and Queen, like the photo at the top of this post.

If you want more evidence that things have gotten better for youth today, there is research that indicates that the average age for a young adult to come out is sixteen years old. That’s in contrast to an average age of twenty-five years old back in the early 90s.

Yet, there are also indicators that growing up LGBT remains frightening, and lonely, and in some cases deadly.

Greenwich Village Hate Crime Victim was a Proud Gay Man

Mark Carson, who was verbally gay-bashed in NYC’s Greenwich Village and shot to death, one of 30 assaults on gay men recorded by the NYPD so far this year.

While the rights of LGBTs are being debated in the media, and regressive legislation is still happening in many parts of the country, young people are exposed to awful, demeaning rhetoric from politicians and religious leaders. The TV ad campaign for California’s Prop 8 is one example.

Gay boys in elementary school and middle school and high school are being viciously bullied. There have been at least two dozen high profile gay teen suicides across the country since 2011, including seventeen-year-old Carlos Vigil who just this past Saturday posted a suicide note on Twitter.

Is it easier for young people growing up LGBT?

Yes and no. In the midst of the country’s evolving attitude toward sexuality and gender expression, it’s hard to draw conclusions. It’s hard for LGBT teenagers to figure out where they stand in the eyes of their peers, their families and society.

They receive paradoxical messages.The mainstream media says it’s OK to be yourself; everyone should take pride in who they are. Yet, anti-LGBT hate, defamation and violence are still vicious undertones in our culture. They burst out at us on darkened city streets, political TV ads, Twitter feeds, and blog comments.

Pulled and pushed by pride and paradox, teens are making decisions as best they can about coming out. And they’re experiencing a variety of outcomes. Support and celebration. Shame and hurt.

One thing we can do is help young people navigate young adulthood safely. It might sound like being able to come out at sixteen years old (and even younger) is great. But a challenge that those of us who came out older never had to face was the stress of being out and visible at such a young age. There isn’t much life experience to draw on. The ability to cope and problem solve complex situations develops over time. For some teens that stress feels overwhelming and never-ending, and it seems as though there’s only one way to make the pain go away.

 

My Slightly Deceptive ‘What I Did on Summer Vacation’ Post

Genaro and I were away in Puerto Rico for the past week or so. You wouldn’t have known because I’m private and paranoid about announcing being away from home, burglars lurking on the Internet y’know. Sadly, we had to leave Chloë behind. She would have liked the beach, but you just can’t travel with a cat. We’re reunited again, and she’s not letting the two of us leave her sight.

Here’s some photos of our trip from my iPhone.

El Yunque

El Yunque rainforest

 

La Mina Falls

La Mina Falls in El Yunque

 

 

Castillo San Felipe del Morro

Approaching Castillo San Felipe del Morro in Old San Juan

Eastern View from Castillo San Felipe del Morro

Eastern View from Castillo San Felipe del Morro

Gay Pride Flag in Old San Juan

Gay Pride Flag in Old San Juan

Statue of Eugenio Maria de Hostos

This statue of Puerto Rican educator and independista Eugenio Maria de Hostos captured my attention

Black cat in Old San Juan

There are plenty of domestic cats in Old San Juan

Camuy caves

A view inside the Camuy caves

Camuy caves cats

We were happily surprised to find many cats hanging out on the grounds of Camuy caves. Mostly, they beg for food at the outdoor cafeteria. But they looked pretty healthy.

Coqui statue from Camuy caves

This statue of Puerto Rico’s famous coqui was outside Camuy caves

Did I get inspired while away on vacation? You bet. Some of the stories I’m working on take place in tropical places, and it was great to get a feel, taste and smell for that setting.

I also brought a book with me for reading on the beach, and it got my creative gears churning. I tore through, and nearly finished Helene Wicker’s The Golem and the Jinni. This is a rather superlative fantasy book, a bit Neil Gaiman-esque in its imagining of folk legend creatures trying to survive in a modern world. Wicker’s world is not quite so modern; the story is set in New York City in the late 1800s. She brings to life the fascinating and frightening experience of Jewish and Syrian immigrants coming to America, and the Golem and Jinni mythology is really well researched and beautifully portrayed.

Some good things happened while I was away. Werecat garnered two good reviews, first at Tracy’s Place and then at Joyfully Jay’s M/M Reviews & More.

Werecat and I will be hopping around the blogosphere a lot throughout July so here’s a little programming alert.

This Thursday, July 11th, Fiction with Friction is running a feature and a book excerpt.

July 15th, I’ll be a guest at Chris Cochet’s Purple Rose Tea House .

I’ll leave you with some sounds from Puerto Rico.

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